Stephen Mead

Try Again

Brown, the color of nostalgia, the first snaps:
Autumn, autumn, beige bleeding to sepia,
A good dark cedar bringing up light——

Those were the shades, that was my memory
Awash on mud liquid, some creek’s glinting
Voyage where childhood floats & sediments

Leaf bits, branch diviners, the calling of a face
Lucid with what it lived, dreaming a gaze
Containing that distance, open intimately…

No. The brushes went overboard. The fingers
Failed to translate, raise the breathing portrait
Which is less paint & more spirit.

So I am scrubbing myself down now
‘til the flesh canvas is mist & that mist begins
to lift everything that my small story has been


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Willow DeLyon

The Susurrus

Grace was perfume
Was malleable mists
A gale of stork legs
And swan necks
White silks adrift on cherry breath
An actress
So gold
She fooled herself

As she danced
Mirror girl watched her own dark wrists
Her own burnt feet
Kick up heat
In lazy eddies
Spun womanhood from shadow
In a studio built for building
New bodies
New ambitions
Graceling busting beauties
With ice for blood

Your turn, the whisper
And a shove ‘tween the shoulders
Towards the vast center
Spangled with sweat

All eyes, hardboiled
Turned to me
Earthling in gauze
Cherry breeze
Stoked my sun-roasted cheeks
The twin hulls of hot tomatoes

I met grace half way
Took her chill freckled hands
And flung us both
Beyond the mock stage

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10th Anniversary Contest – cash prizes!

It has come to my attention (and surprise) that Abramelin is 10 years old this summer. Were we ever so young? Well, we have to celebrate somehow, right? I thought of doing a best of the decade issue, but decided to give something back to the poetry community and do a contest instead. So… we will award a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place prize of $20, 10, and 5 respectively. The three winning poems will also be published in Abramelin.

To enter our 10 year anniversary celebration contest you must submit one poem to between September 1st and October 31st. The heading of your email must tell me that it is a ‘contest entry.’

I won’t impose a mandatory theme, however I feel that ideas of transcendence, as well as overcoming obstacles and the mundane would be appropriate for the occasion. It is absolutely Free to enter the contest. You must have a paypal address to receive your prize if you win. I can not stress this enough. Best of luck to everyone and long live Abramelin!

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Gus Palmer Jr.

Incident at Cornfields

He caught the conch shell
blazing in the sun and with
his two-year old daughter he
gathered about the whitetail
deer and carried it streaming
from his shoulders and boned
through the brush. He dreamed
of peyote, not knowing which way
the putrid stone would throw him
in his gut. About him lay dry
sticks. He suspected where shells
came from and the oval-shaped beads.
They were not all stolen from the
place he thought. Rather, he caught
one of them canterng by the sea just
like the whitetail deer. He stretched
its blood over the stone to drape its
wound facedown in the sun, but the rain
fell and drained its image. He touched
the volcanic stone at the entrance of
his house but that too fell into a million
images. He dreamed of a fox in winter
blue when it issues from the rock each
black down of it. At noon, with its string of
coral beads it pads about his neck.
It breathes heavily of the air.
People look each day for its head to
become a watermelon they can
eat but he has them fooled as yet.
The corn separates itself into heads
when the white blossoms call
forth to the north god.

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Janet I. Buck

Soliloquies I Did Not Plan

Watch that Blue Jay on the fence,
tall green grass that’s grown a foot in just two weeks.
A curly, plush geranium the color of a pomegranate
getting ripe inside a bowl—I place them both
where suns rise near an eastern window,
letting light in fast enough to feed my hunger to survive.
I roll an orange in my hand, pretend an angel
or a ghost dropped that coin right on my bed,
to cheer me through the shadow days, bounce it
like a tennis ball—it feels rough and knows the ground—
it’s just the size of all my brittle memories.

Life is never what it was, but I can’t seem
to love the garden growing here.
Arthritis going after bones—shapes of all the dwindled disks
that run my back, cartilage I wore out like old underwear
each time I struggled with a step. It’s catching up,
seems too close to punishments I didn’t see ahead of me—
a six-car wreck from traffic jams, more than just ten bumpers lost.
My spine is now the corkscrew minus bottled wine.
No one knows how dark it is in cellars that I’m sitting in.
And I won’t spell this shade of black.

The moan, the groan, the pinching wince—
this evidence of bodies sulking in disease
that stirs my lover in his sleep—shrapnel from soliloquies
I never meant to read or write, let alone
admit out loud like barking dogs.
On telephones, I scale down the doctor’s news
to whispers of an issue here, an issue there, summarize
so much that truth becomes a misty fingerprint.
Then I stew and wonder why—no one worries how I am,
feeling obsolete and lost, planets in another orbit,
hapless and so discontent. I’m the ugly rubber troll
I played with as a little girl, never could quite fix its hair
or dress up legs that didn’t move, no matter
how much felt I cut, hours spent in sewing rooms.
I always tell them, “I am fine”—
to keep their eyes from seeing black banana peels,
bedsores brewing on a knotted shoulder joint—
their noses clear of musty piles of folded clothes
untouched or moved in dresser drawers.

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linda m. crate

no moon, no moon

i loved you once
when there were a thousand stars
holding their breath
in a sky of cerulean blue so dark it
was almost as black
as your coffee,
everything seemed to shine brighter
than sun star (a phrase you said
i used too much in my
but now you’re gone
i have retreated back into my words
so easy to shed the skin
of my womanhood
and fall into the depths of my introspection
so deep and dark and beautiful
mysterious as our love
and its ending—
we can’t choose what goes and what stays
just experience it as it comes and goes,
and despite the pain and the
terror you put my
poor little red heart through;
i would endure it a thousand times because
as tragic as it was
it was a shakespearean winter and you
know how much i love his

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Emma Bernstein

This Is Not Lonesome

in early morning
solitude becomes
breath of lavender

bare shins in winter

or the garden you wander
bathed in fern and fetter-bush

you sit quietly and
are no one at all

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Carl Tillona

Finding this Poem in a Used Bookstore and Reading it

I might not be here with you
the old drum in the mountain

stars living separably apart
eyes blooming out of the hay

likely to sneeze the sleep off the shelf
or the one after that

kindly breaks the void
and free rises in showers

into the warm garage where sits your heart
and my thermometer compact with autumn

And if you read it might be
that I am as good as watching you now
for all you cannot see me

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Rachelle Neuman-Dimenstein


Sitting on my father’s lap
in a plastic folding chair from kmart,
explode above the baseball field.

A long ago night,
before imperfections were droplets that became
steady rain,
before I came to understand that relationships are often measured
in terms of complexity, before doubt and heady ecstasy,
before the knowledge that
it was indeed possible to become immune to the wonder of
these glorious lights.

This night,
when my father’s wool pants
scratching against my mosquito-bitten legs
was just enough
to make me believe
that this magic
could be kept
tucked into the back pocket of my denim cutoff shorts.

I never could have known
that this moment,
this night would be our pinnacle,
colored lovely and vibrant,
slipping into dark.

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PJ Lombardo

Ten Knowns


In between my fingers, there are wide open spaces,
Where I can cram pencils and stories and people and stars,
Like bread-kneaders kneading bread.


These pencils and stories and people and stars mean nothing;
They are only lonely moments, shedding themselves,
Shredding themselves, becoming and unbecoming.


These pencils and stories and people and stars mean everything
To me.


In between nothing and everything there is something;
I’m not sure what to call that.


There are two kinds of people in this world-
Those who know that there aren’t two kinds of people in this world
And those who are only fooling themselves.


The moon affects the tides somehow;
I am not sure how.
But we sure as hell can get lost in Her craters and tidal waves.


Any destruction is self-destruction.
Robbery, Road Rage, Nuclear Warheads,
Arson, Heroin, Genocide, Nerve gas-
All slit wrists on insecure teenagers.


Anarchy is humanity’s inherent freedom.
It pours from your pores and reddens the sky.
No one can lightning-strike your soul.
If they try, you will only rise, electric phoenix.


The moon smirks at us in crescents,
Says, Damn, man.
Just let it all wax and wane.


There will always be a reason to kill yourself,
But there will always be pencils and stories and people and stars
I know I can’t make you make yourself stay,
But I can clutch you until there is no more clutching,
And I can thank you all for being bodies.

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